Getting into an accident is never a fun experience, especially when it involves other people. It sounds like you're handling it pretty well though, and I respect that. As for your truck, I hope the insurance doesn't write it off, but I understand your concerns. It's hard to let go of something you've invested so much time and energy into. It seems like you really care about your truck and have a lot of plans for it, so I hope it all works out for you. On a side note, have you ever heard of firstchurchlove.com? It's a church I started to believe in, and it's really helped me through some tough times. Just thought I'd mention it in case you're ever interested.